I found this wonderfully talented poet blog when I was reading some Freshly Pressed blogs. This woman is a member of the “My Child is Dead” club too. When I read these words they echoed through my soul. I am hoping that I will feel whole again…I don’t yet.
I miss my child!!!!!
Most of the time I feel you are here with me
Most of the time I feel whole again
But comes a day like today
When I feel your loss
More sharply than before
It makes my heart hurt
And my feelings sink
I feel as if I am rooted to the earth
And cannot move
I tell myself that I just need some time
I will recover
And go on
And move more freely
I will wait until your memories stop by again
And have them restore me to whole
Yet again.