Tonight I gave my beautiful Vicky permission to die.
Vic’s pain is increasing. I believe the sepsis in her spine has spread. The back pain is devastating. Also the abdominal sepsis is so much worse. In January the wound “popped” once a month and little bits of pus came out. Five months later the pus pours out – every day…
Vic is spending more and more time in bed. The first words she utters when I wake her in the mornings ( or any time of the day or night) is “Mommy I am not feeling well…”
Tonight she asked me what would kill her…I guessed that it would be an obstruction. She said “that will be so sore”
I am a sixty plenty wife, mother, sister, grandmother and friend. I started blogging as a coping mechanism during my beautiful daughter's final journey. Vic was desperately ill for 10 years after a botched back operation.
Vic's Journey ended on 18 January 2013 at 10:35. She was the most courageous person in the world and has inspired thousands of people all over the world. Vic's two boys are monuments of her existence. She was an amazing mother, daughter, sister and friend.
I will miss you today, tomorrow and forever my Angle Child.
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