“I am going to dance my way to heaven because I have already been through Hell” – is the copyrighted saying of a brave lady who is terminally ill. I cannot find her blog nor a reference in Google that this is the case, but I would like to credit her with this. It was posted in Vic’s facebook by a family member. If I created the impression that it is my clever line I apologise! The credit goes to Martha Mayhew-Merson – Meriale46@aol.com
This afternoon Vic and I were chatting and then she said: “Mommy, why does God hate me? Why does He let me suffer like this? Why doesn’t He allow me to die?”
I could not come up with a reply. I don’t have an answer to this question that not only haunts Vic but so many other people. Today Rob Cramp, Tracey, (both very dear friends to Vic) as well as Hermien, the pharmacist, asked me exactly the same question.
“I’m going to dance my way to heaven, because I’ve already been through Hell.. Vicky Bruce you are one of God’s special angels.” My young niece, Muriel, posted this apt message on Vic’s Facebook Page. Sometimes I think the Catholics are right about purgatory. Only this must be the purgatory stage of our existence. This existence of ours can only be Hell…
I omitted to say in yesterday’s post, that with a few exceptions, euthanasia and assisted suicide are very cowardly actions – the ill person getting their caregiver to do the dirty deed. It is such a selfish action. If the sick person can swallow their own tablets they can take their own lives. This is my opinion.
Life is hard but death is even harder.
Tonight I am feeling mentally and physically exhausted. Depressed actually.
Tomorrow I will feel better. Tomorrow my brave child will continue her relentless battle against pain and indignity.
God have mercy…