Say Something Positive…

I echo your words Dee.


As the calendar announces the beginning of summer, I wish I could click my heels together three times and fast forward to September.  Skip over the long days and turn the clocks back to darkness at 5:00 pm. to match the darkness in my world without one of my brightest lights.

Yes, yes, I am masquerading better as a “normal” person.  Most days I can pretend for extended periods of time that I am ok, but nothing could be farther from the truth.  I am so not fine.  I can enter into your space, but I am never completely present.  You appear so happy — I cannot find a common comfortable ground to meet you in the middle.  It’s remains difficult to witness happiness.  I pray that will change.

Your troubles are significant but I cannot comprehend your pain if you have all of your children.  I promise my inability to…

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I am a sixty plenty wife, mother, sister, grandmother and friend. I started blogging as a coping mechanism during my beautiful daughter's final journey. Vic was desperately ill for 10 years after a botched back operation. Vic's Journey ended on 18 January 2013 at 10:35. She was the most courageous person in the world and has inspired thousands of people all over the world. Vic's two boys are monuments of her existence. She was an amazing mother, daughter, sister and friend. I will miss you today, tomorrow and forever my Angle Child.