Rest-in-Peace, Tony Nicklinson – Brave Warrior!


Tony Nicklinson

When Tony Nicklinson’s legal team visited him two days after the high court decision, he communicated via computer by moving his eyes  “So, we lost. In truth I am crestfallen, totally devastated and very frightened. I fear for the future and the misery it is bound to bring.

“I suppose it was wrong of me to invest so much hope and expectation into the judgment but I really believed in the veracity of the arguments and quite simply could not understand how anybody could disagree with the logic. I guess I forgot the emotional component.”

Nicklinson’s despair following last week’s ruling was evident to all, as he broke into sobs that shook his paralysed body. In a statement issued through his lawyers, he added: “I am saddened that the law wants to condemn me to a life of increasing indignity and misery.” http://www.guardian.co.uk/uk/2012/aug/22/tony-nicklinson-right-to-die-case?newsfeed=true

Today at 10:00 Tony Nichlinson died surrounded by his loved ones.  His family said he simply gave up…..  This supports my theory that death is actually a conscious decision.  I have seen Vic turn back from death.  It is not anything physical but in that second something changes!  We all know of someone who has “held on” until a loved one walked in whilst others wait until their loved ones have left the room before they die.  I have personally experienced this with my mom when she passed.

I take great comfort from all my research into Near Death Experiences.

First, published studies have shown that people who undergo cardiac arrest can recall specific memories and demonstrate consciousness. Second, during cardiac arrest, there is no measurable brain activity. “If you combine these two sets of data together, it indicates a need to do a large study to determine: is this real or not? Can this really be going on?”

 Still, the explanation behind these events can be attributed to the complexity of the human mind, not, as some believe, a universal spiritual experience, or even a new realm of science.

“When you study mind and brain, you see that, although in many circumstances this practical model we have developed — mind and brain are the same thing — is fine, when you go to an extreme environment like during a cardiac arrestthey don’t seem to apply anymore,” says Parnia. “It may suggest that there’s something that hasn’t been discovered scientifically.”

 Studies by Parnia and other researchers show that between 10 and 20 percent of who are resuscitated from cardiac arrest had a near-death experience (NDE). Various other studies show the frequency of near-death experience to be between 4 and 18 percent. The experience is typically described as a progression of stages. First, the person has a sense of peace, then a sense of separation from the body. The person then enters into darkness, and sees a bright light like the end of a tunnel. Finally, the person enters the light and interacts with an entity, described as God, Allah, or simply a universal cosmic force.

 During the time that people report the feeling of detachment from their physical body, or an out-of-body-experience, they report a perception of floating above their body, or floating near the ceiling in the room where the experience occurs.  http://www.popsci.com/sam-barrett/article/2008-10/first-few-minutes-after-death?page=1

The art of dying is the art of letting go.  Our fear of death and letting go keeps us in fear of uncertainty and change, which are a natural part of life. Out of these fears we hold on to old beliefs which make us live in fear, misery and the idea of separation. Our fear of death is deeply repressed and usually unconscious. We are filled with fear and trepidation when a beloved dies, is terminally ill, or when we ourselves are challenged with illness, old age or a life threatening situation.

I am grateful that Tony Nicklinson’s suffering and misery has ended.  He is at peace and I believe now truly lives in a healed body  His suffering is over.  I thank God for His Mercy.

Rest in peace Tony Nicklinson – brave warrior!

The right to die


Did God intend for man or woman to “live” connected to machines to keep them breathing?  People accept the death of a six-year-old child by aerial bombardment or economic sanctions and defend the life of a six-week-old fetus. I personally live in a country where children still die from inadequate medical care and hunger.

via The right to die.

“The right to die”


After Vic’s Dad spent a week in ICU, ventilated and bleeding from his eyes, she signed the documents to allow the doctors to turn off the ventilator.  Tienie was an organ donor.  We were allowed to say our goodbyes and then the transplant team swept in.   Sometime later the machines were switched off and Tienie was officially declared dead…..

Tienie lived life to the full.  He believed sleep was a waste of time.  He never sat still for a single minute.  He loved life!  He had a brilliant mind.  He was articulate and well educated.  He was a very proud man.  If Tienie had lived he would have been condemned to “Locked-In Syndrome“.  I remember standing next to his hospital bed thinking “What if that brilliant mind is trapped in a body that cannot communicate?”

Vic received a couple of letters from grateful recipients telling her what a difference Tienie’s organ’s had made to their lives.

On numerous occasions Vic has been on life support.  We have been told to say our goodbyes.  We said our goodbyes.  Vic started breathing on her own…

Across the world people have prayed for Vicky’s life to be spared/saved.  I have seen medical teams fight for her life refusing to let her slip into the arms of death.  The bottom line is that doctors have played God in her life for many, many years.  They decided when she was NOT allowed to die…

Doctors proclaim they do not want to play God…..They will fight day and night, for weeks on end, to save a very sick person’s life regardless of the individual’s wishes and quality of live.  Doctors and Governments assume the right to decide when a sick person may die.  God surely did not intend people to live a miserable life… Just yesterday Britain’s High Court rejected an attempt by a man who has locked-in syndrome to overturn the country’s euthanasia law by refusing to legally allow doctors to end his life.

Tony Nicklinson had a stroke in 2005 that left him unable to speak or move below his neck. He requires constant care and communicates mostly by blinking, although his mind has remained unaffected and his condition is not terminal.  Locked-in syndrome is a rare neurological disorder where patients are completely paralyzed, and only able to blink. Patients are conscious and don’t have any intellectual problems, but they are unable to speak or move……

“The suicide, the mystic, the woman who seeks an abortion, the cancer patient who smokes a joint (the cancer patient’s long-suffering lover who smokes a joint)—all are roundly condemned for their escape from “responsibility” but truly feared for their escape from jurisdiction. It is a fear with a long and traceable history. The Roman emperor Tarquin crucified the bodies of citizens who committed suicide in order to escape his tyranny. When Margaret Sanger began her campaign for birth control, she was accused of permitting women to escape their God-ordained sorrow in bearing children.” http://harpers.org/archive/2005/02/0080411

We live in a world filled with hypocrites and people with double standards.  I have said it before – people take the moral high ground and assume the role of God.  Did God intend for man or woman to “live” connected to machines to keep them breathing?  People accept the death of a six-year-old child by aerial bombardment or economic sanctions and defend the life of a six-week-old fetus. I personally live in a country where children still die from inadequate medical care and hunger.

It is not physician-assisted suicide that poses the greatest threat to the poor and the disabled but physician-assisted eternal life: Rich people will pay a lot of money for illegally harvested organs… The poor, from a different continent, will sell their organs to buy seed for their farms….

The World Trade Centre – did the jumpers commit suicide or were they murdered?  According to most religions the jumpers will go to hell because they took a life – albeit their own….  How stupid!!!!

It is my personal opinion that Tony Nicklinson has been sentenced to a Life of Disability rather than being allowed “Death with Dignity.” He cannot wipe his own nose, wipe a tear from his eyes, scratch his ear….. He cannot control his bodily functions.  He cannot even take a lethal dose of medication.

I pray that God will have mercy on me and allow me the time, mobility and clarity of mind to end my life rather than live the indignity and miserable life that Tony Nicklinson has been condemned too.

God have mercy!