Never Alone


Yesterday I was really angry with Vic and the unfairness of life!!  I know it was because Jared was hurting and I was scared.  I watched nurses put needles and IV’s into my beautiful grandson.  I saw him being wheeled into theater for the second time this year.  I remembered how ill he was as a baby and a toddler.  I felt the same fear strike at my heart as 13 years ago…

I wish I could protect my child and her sons from the pain, fear and uncertainty that they live with every day of their lives.  I wish I could hold them close and ward off all hardship, pain and fear.  I cannot.  I can only promise that I will never desert them.  I will continue looking for brave doctors and cures….

So tonight I dedicate this song sung by Lady Antebellum to Vic, Jared and Jon-Daniel

I love you my beautiful Vic.  Your boys are my life.

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I am a sixty plenty wife, mother, sister, grandmother and friend. I started blogging as a coping mechanism during my beautiful daughter's final journey. Vic was desperately ill for 10 years after a botched back operation. Vic's Journey ended on 18 January 2013 at 10:35. She was the most courageous person in the world and has inspired thousands of people all over the world. Vic's two boys are monuments of her existence. She was an amazing mother, daughter, sister and friend. I will miss you today, tomorrow and forever my Angle Child.