3 thoughts on “I WANT MY CHILD BACK!!!

  1. I cried with my partner when I read the blog a while back, and I have tears in my eye as I read this and sit and try to find words for you. I know you want to feel the suffering and pain, you want to share the pain. I know 2 sets of parents, close friends who say the same “I want to suffer as my child did so I can carry the burden also” And I get this.
    Last year I almost lost my son, he was dead, but he came back to us. In those moments where he was gone, I wanted to join him. It is so hard to explain Tersia. I stood and looked at my son, motionless and gone, and every fibre in my body wanted to take that from him or join him. If I was given the choice by God in these few moments, I would have been with him as he was gone.

    I am now crying more remembering how I felt. And I also feel your pain. I hope you find your way to live and we will never forget Vic. I live every moment awaiting a phone call about my son, I fear it every second of every day. I never blogged this, but he this has happened 4 times now, he was alone the 1st 3 times I was holding his hand the last time and I shouted at him “Open your damn eyes” and I screamed “God you f***** bring my son back now” My prayers were answered. I was one of the lucky ones Tersia. But I still end up back in that moment, in that room. And I ask God always, “Never again for Dean, take me please”

    I love you XX
    Hugs from far away x

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